New video update

https://youtu.be/HosaRJ7eWaU

New video

pumpkin show

first time.

so i ventured to the pumpkin show which to begin whith was awesome
but became very tiring. 
i am aching and in pain. finding very hard to sleep.
my anti rejection meds are making me grouchy, tied and not allowing me to focus.
Maybe tomorrow will be better.

Heart transplant surgery

So the surgery moved from 9pm to 2am.
I have stayed calm all day and now its coming real. Thank you for all the prayers.
Here we go. I am scared so much. The surgery has moved from 12 to 2am.
Hopefully once I'm able i will make a video.
Peace everyone.

Heart Cath

So this afternoon my cardiologist will look in the right side of my heart. Lung pressures and numbers will be logged and prepared to get ready for a new heart.
I am hoping that i can take my phone with me and document the procedure. 
Not much else to report, just a waiting game..

Here we go!

So i went to my appointment at OSU and they admitted me. My clot they believe is unstable and some of my numbers are all over the place.
This could be it. It's here and it's time.
Now i pray that the clot doesn't move and i am able ro be listed quickly.
I also pray for my donor. The biggest hero in my entire 6 year journey.
Today is a new day. Stay tuned.

Great news

I just got the news that i will be back on the heart transplant list.
My cardiologist has decided that it's time considering i have have a clot and i am totally cancer free.
This doesn't mean it's all going to happen overnight but this is the best news ever.
6 years of congestive heart failure takes a toll on a person and it couldn't have come at a better time because i found myself losing hope.
So today i get extra bloodwork and the proceaa begins.
I now have to take a deep and try and get past current issues.
My miracle is becoming a realisation.
But the thought of a hero out there saving my life is yet another obstacle i have to face.
Thank you you Lord.

Clot

I have a clot and now i have to find out what to do next!