Friday, September 20, 2019

Happy Friday

After a rough week, being harrassed by the powers that be, a sickness that hopefully has settled down, going from 2 incomes to one, some very tough family decisions one little boy made me smile. My little buddy Tyler. He is waiting patiently for a liver and he is as strong as an ox. 
It's funny really after being bullied by two law enforcement officers I wonder how they would react to what's going on to me personally. 
I have lost a lot of appreciation for many people this week, especially after being setup so that I fell into a trap. As for my own morals, all I can say is what an idiot. 
No compassion, it's just business and a pay check. Take the pledge means follow through of what you knows right. If it means having to start again then take the consequences and stop blaming others. 
I am sick of being sick. I never asked for any of this sickness and especially the injuries that have left me permanently scarred forever.
Now when you complain about someone or a business remember that doesn't mean the employee is actually being reprimanded. 
Tyler buddy, I luv ya and thank you for keeping me smiling. 


letter from Tyler with heart sticker. ❤


Monday, September 16, 2019

Friday, September 13, 2019

Better

Today I feel great. Off my virus medication as all my cmv tests are negative.  
I have energy and I am looking forward to feeling normal again. 
Hopefully sending some photos to my donor family because they have never responded to me. All I want to do is say thank you.
Happy Fridag and if you have any worries today put them in your back pocket for later. Had enough of stress. If anything will kill me stress will.

Always complain

Something I've learnt is that dont leave things because you dont want to rock the boat or upset someone. 
The mind is a complicated tool for us humans and we are here for only a while so why let other people ruin your existence.  
For years I havent been myself. Yes I have always smiled and had a great outlook but deep down it's been extremely tough. Medications affect people in different ways and I know I should have spoken up. So I'm telling you. If you're in hospital and arent happy with your care or the staff dont not complain. Dont be scared like I was and dont be fooled. 
I am blessed to be here but i am scarred  because of what happened to me in hospital. 
Never feel alone. 


Tuesday, September 10, 2019

Todays appointment

At my appointment and noticed that they have candy. Left to right. Gum, marshmallow, chip sticks and they thing that makes you gag to throw everything back up. I'd rather just get a mr man sticker 🙂 At my appointment and noticed that they have candy. Left to right. Gum, marshmallow, chip sticks and they thing that makes you gag to throw everything back up. I'd rather just get a mr man sticker 🙂 And I just noticed alcohol wipes. Good news is that I dont have to take my meds for the virus anymore which means I will not vomit everyday and have fatigue anymore. Cant wait to get these meds out my system. Great news.
And I just noticed alcohol wipes.


Good news is that I dont have to take my meds for the virus anymore which means I will not vomit everyday and have fatigue anymore. Cant wait to get these meds out my system. Great news.

Hopefully goodbye Prevymis .

Wednesday, September 4, 2019

Looking good

I finally feel good. Still need a med adjustment but the best I've ever felt. Ready to hit the road and take the inside bus around the nation.