Jimmy Carr

One of my favorite comedians is Jimmy Carr and there he was, so I had to look into his eyes. Google Jimmy Carr and you'll understand the likeness.

If you get offended by offensive humor l, swearing and British humor then move on...lol

Down in the dumps

Feeling under the weather today. Spent about 4 hours in the cold weather on Sunday collecting toys 4 tots. So I think with a combination of other things and this I'm just groggy.

It helped a little wearing my monkey head!

This was only a small portion and it's not over for a week or so.

Website

Have you checked out my new updated website. My story has some interesting videos and videos of my new and old heart, my brain scan showing my stroke and my kidney cancer. 

Happy Thanksgiving

I give thanks to my donor. 

Appointments

So here come the appointments again. Infectious diseases Tuesday then neurological doctor and come January my right heart biopsy since July. Mind blowing. 

This has been a tough tough year but very challenging and has shown me how to focus.

Financially terrible and I miss just being able to not worry about getting my car fixed or going to the movies. Health is still an issue and will always be but I am still here and alive. I unfortunately have had many times where i have wanted to just give up. But my donor gave permission to awaken someone's life and that being me. I will not let them down.

Calming

The best thing to take away anxiety and become relaxed are mens best friend.

Rough

So I keep getting there and being knocked back down. 

It's like I cant move on without another wall. The starvation of my brain over the years is and has been overlooked and now is haunting me. Another day brings much drama but I hide it.