Pinwheel planting

From nothing to 9700 pinwheels. Honoring those that have been donors, giving others the gift of life. To my donor, thank you. ❤ #lifelineofohio #donatelife #osuwexnermedicalcenter #hearttransplant #heartofmark 

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Become a donor and be a hero. I wouldn't here if it wasn't for my hero.

Blood Draw

At Berger hospital for a blood draw to make sure i am still alive! Which i think i am. Although i am in some pai , i am starting to feel so much better. After this i am going to the Y to sign up for the Live strong program. And today is this young mans heavenly birthday. Happy Birthday Jacob. As humans we nees to learn more about teenage suicide. ❤

Cardio Friday

Good workout. Feeling better every day.

Hump day

Kidney number is creeping up again. No urine infections. White blood count a little high. 

No flu virus. But Josh has now been tested for strep and flu. Positive for both. Bad news for all of us. 

I feel so bad for Josh. Now we have to stay away from each other. 

TVs all over OSU displaying Dr Emani and my presentation on the 14th. Don't forget anyone is welcome but must send a RSVP. The flyer is in this blog.

Thanks to the salesman at Best Buy this afternoon for making the modem/router an easier buy. Go share my website. www.heartofmark.com

A day in the life of me!

Welcome to my world!

Heart cath, biopsy, flu swab, blood draw and urine sample! Oh and a turkey sandwich.

Tomorrow i get the results of the biopsy but my doctor thinks because all my heart pressures are excellant my biopsy should be good to.

 

Sunday. Day of rest!

Everyday seems like a Sunday. It's hard to focus sometimes on what's going to happen next. I am blessed to be alive but its tough. Mood swings, anxiety, who do i trust why trust anything, trying to be me and on and on. I almost need a break, a big break for me and those i have hurt along the way. I have survivors guilt, guilt of not being there for my family. Not trusting friends, being a person that worries about sins. But if i don't focus then why am i here. I am a good person on the inside to. People sometimes take me the total wrong way and that makes so sad. 

So its Sunday and tomorrow is a new day and new week. Take care and peace....

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