So its Sunday and tomorrow is a new day and new week. Take care and peace....
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Sunday, March 3, 2019
Sunday. Day of rest!
Everyday seems like a Sunday. It's hard to focus sometimes on what's going to happen next. I am blessed to be alive but its tough. Mood swings, anxiety, who do i trust why trust anything, trying to be me and on and on. I almost need a break, a big break for me and those i have hurt along the way. I have survivors guilt, guilt of not being there for my family. Not trusting friends, being a person that worries about sins. But if i don't focus then why am i here. I am a good person on the inside to. People sometimes take me the total wrong way and that makes so sad.
Evening with my son
So I decided to make up and be a stupid monkey and try and forget about all the crap I've been through. Easier said than done. So this evening I took my son out as he has not spent any time with me for a very long time. He seriously is my mini me. It was a well deserved hangout night. We even went to the movies and watched Fighting with the Family. Great British dialogue.
So now it's time for bed and another day starts. Still got terrible shakes all through my body which gets me down but I am alive.
Friday, March 1, 2019
Friday, December 14, 2018
Healing Hearts
So last night my family and I went to the annual Healing Hearts Christmas dinner. This is the first time since getting a new heart that I have been to Healing Hearts.
I was able to get up and tell my story the short version and listen to other people that had been through similar issues.
Thanks to Jeff and his wife, who have been amazing to my family and myself for hosting a wonderful evening.
Tuesday, December 11, 2018
OSU visit
Back at OSU for a biopsy and heart cath.
I need this mask as my ammune system is low.
Unfortunately I scare the kids.
Friday, December 7, 2018
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